I don’t even want to do anything sexual with anyone

I just want to take a walk in the city with a boy, a sweet boy.

One who knows his way around the city.

I want to laugh with him, hug him, nothing more.

I want to have a night like that, friends, but a little more than that.

Where we’re both on the same page, yet also willing to wait for the right moments for everything to fall into place by itself.

Why can’t that happen for once?